Stress and mood moderation
I am tired of being sober. I am used to being able to manage my moods with chemicals. Especially when I get busy like I am at work, I crave relief. I crave energy. I crave confidence.
I am trying to learn new ways to manage and relieve stress. I am going to join a gym this weekend with the few extra dollars I have. My bills for this summer - legal, medical, and rehab - are outrageous.
Never let anyone get you in a state of early-sobriety desperation and then start making decisions for you.
Oh fuck it I’m not getting into finances here.
I need a hobby. Any suggestions?
-H