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	<title>History of Madness</title>
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	<description>These are the pros and cons...</description>
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		<title>still kickin</title>
		<description><![CDATA[just been busy with work and moving into a new house finally&#8230; still broke but no longer having to depend on other people for shelter is a good thing&#8230;
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		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2008/03/08/still-kickin/</link>
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		<title>Why I&#8217;m not a junky anymore</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I am no longer a junky because I am tired of running - from my consequences, from my debts, from people that hate me just so they can not love me; from people I&#8217;ve hurt, burned, conned, lied to, stolen from, wounded, scared, or just put at risk.
A junky eventually has to run from everyone, [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2008/03/03/why-im-not-a-junky-anymore/</link>
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		<title>Stress and mood moderation</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I am tired of being sober. I am used to being able to manage my moods with chemicals. Especially when I get busy like I am at work, I crave relief. I crave energy. I crave confidence.
I am trying to learn new ways to manage and relieve stress. I am going to join a gym [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2008/02/21/stress-and-mood-moderation/</link>
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		<title>Finally cleaned up</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Well I&#8217;ve just been through a world of SPAM and deleted - get this - over 4000 (that&#8217;s thousand) comments&#8230; and approved a whopping 4 that weren&#8217;t.
I have missed you guys and this place. I&#8217;ve got a lot of catching up to do around here so you guys know what&#8217;s been happening.
Right now I&#8217;m in [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2008/02/20/finally-cleaned-up/</link>
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		<title>Commenting&#8230;</title>
		<description><![CDATA[My blog is a SPAM haven right now. I am trying to get a key code so I can turn my comment screen back on&#8230; in the meantime I have over 4000 comments, and 99% of them are SPAM&#8230;
I am cleaning that up but it will take time. In the meantime, if you comment, it [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2008/02/17/commenting/</link>
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		<title>One year later</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Hey folks, its been a while&#8230; lots of changes. I don&#8217;t really know where to start, so I&#8217;ll just say this:
 I&#8217;m clean.
 Yeah its weird. And I have slipped up a couple of times. One or two BIG slips. But for 10 of the past 12 months I&#8217;ve been clean (and the 2 months off are [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2008/02/16/one-year-later/</link>
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		<title>no clue</title>
		<description><![CDATA[really, i have no clue. i&#8217;m totally lost. waxed. poetic. yes, that lost.
don&#8217;t even remember what i wrote yesterday, but i wasn&#8217;t fucked up, i was fucking lost. in my mind. wandering but not found.
anyway i my sleep, which was treating me well, has once again come off its hinges. fuck it.
my mind as well [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2007/02/25/no-clue/</link>
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		<title>Fuck this shit</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m changing themes&#8230; I&#8217;ve found myself stretched so thin lately its fucking killing my peace of mind. I&#8217;ve been telling my doc for almost a year that I need something, anything, for anxiety. Yes valium or something would be nice, but I don&#8217;t care if it has a &#8220;pam&#8221; on the end of it or [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2007/02/22/fuck-this-shit/</link>
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		<title>Happy Frickin Merry Day</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Well the past few days have been wild&#8230; seems like all that could go wrong are.. nothing life-threatening, just trying to do something things with some friends and time and tide seem bent against.
The woman problems are back. I don&#8217;t know what else to say. I&#8217;m being scrutinized because (a) I fucked up kind of, [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2007/02/21/happy-frickin-merry-day/</link>
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		<title>Finally!</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I have been unable to get into my blog until today. I have no idea what the problem was, but I tried everything. Until today. And with no explanation, and as if nothing had been going wrong, I was suddenly able to get in again.
To anyone with comments that didn&#8217;t get moderated, my apologies! I&#8217;m [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.junkylife.com/hom/index.php/2006/12/29/finally/</link>
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