Fri 21 Apr 2006
Jay and Silent Bob, not so silent this round…
Posted by Seedless under Current , Heroin , News , UncategorizedGreat read about Jay and Silent Bob…
Jason Mewes road to recovery? Is the final chapter written? Makes you wonder, but it has, can, and will be continued to be done. I thought it was an excellent story and filled in alot of the blanks concerning what I knew about Mewes’s addiction.
April 22nd, 2006 at 11:49 am
Great set of writing by Kevin Smith - just finished reading it from start to finish in one sitting. I have been a longtime fan of both these two gents although obviously been more intrigued by Mr Mewes seeing how he shares a similar “affliction”. Actually brought tears to my eyes readng through the last part. Thanks for sharing…
sickgirl
April 24th, 2006 at 6:47 am
Wow, that was a great read–did it all in one sitting. Thanks for posting it. Enjoyed your blogs for some time now, too.
ZodiacKiller
April 24th, 2006 at 7:33 am
Hey sveetheart,thanks for dropping by.I hope you’re alright,like great.Thankyou and kisses,love
April 25th, 2006 at 2:00 pm
Good story. Took a while to go through, bit it was worth it. I had no idea. Thanks.
April 26th, 2006 at 5:32 am
Thank you so much for posting those links.
April 27th, 2006 at 2:36 pm
And whether it was because he was tired of living that empty lifestyle of waking every morning and immediately setting about to the task of finding more pills or scoring some dope; or whether it was because, with his thirtieth birthday approaching, he realized he’d either have to fulfill his promise to kill himself if he was still a junkie or beat that monkey off his back and start a somewhat normal life, something about that last rehab sojourn clicked with Mewes. There was no cathartic, cinematic moment in which all was suddenly made clear, the music swelled, and everyone knew a happy ending was in store. Indeed, after all that’d gone down since Jason succumbed to a life of addiction, we were all waiting for the other shoe to drop in that first week out of rehab; and that first month out of rehab; and that first year. Until, finally, it became clear that something had shifted in Jay, ever so slightly, and the landscape had changed permanently.
omg. thank u so much for sharing this. Fuck, my head is still reeling from reading it. Wow.
April 27th, 2006 at 3:31 pm
What’s up with the one without seeds? Miss you.
KEL
April 28th, 2006 at 7:09 am
Seedless, I keep meaning to read this; it sounds great. I’ll try to get to it this wkend. My schedule with rehab and work and NA meetings on the wkend has me doing nothing but…
It’s funny how these meetings sometimes makes me want to use more than normal. It’s also provided me with an incredible amount of information on where to score dope in the town. Being new to Balitmore without connections has been a safeguard for me, but…hmmm.
Btw, did you get my email? Was it helpful at all?
Hope you’re doing well. I’m thinking about you.
ssaturnine
April 28th, 2006 at 2:27 pm
Yeah I got your email SSaturine sorry I havent responded yet, I get distracted and than next thing you know… Yes it was helpful as I have been thru that same route tapering with Librium, the usually give me phenobarbital when I get to low doses or stop completely to prevent seizures. I dread getting off those and I wish you the best as it is living hell to kick a long standing benzo habit. Surprising you have trouble noting being able to find connections in Baltimore as all you have to do is head to the ghettos but who whats to do that. Yea I sometimes get that with meetings too mainly NA meetings that are filled with a bunch of young kids still half probably all doped up and telling war stories, sometimes I feel like scoring to, but most of the times it just reminds me about how sick of a lifestyle that was. I am doing well ssaturine thanks for thining about me best I have been in a looong time and thats saying something.
Thanks for the comments guys. I have been busy lately with communtiy service and meetings I really havent got around to posting lately. Ill get something posted up soon.
Seedless
April 28th, 2006 at 5:04 pm
Glad to hear something from you. For some reason you sound a bit tired. Funny how I can get that and it may be way off. But maybe community service and meetings just make me tired.
Kisses,
KEL