I have yelled at some as you have cried at my feet, I have had to fuck your best friend to finally drop the bomb that ITS OVER, get it? got it good?  I have bit my tongue so many times as I have been talked down upon in and out of my presenc.  My fucking gossipy goddamn neighboor is outside… ever since I told him not to talk to me ever again and get away now.  He left but than this grown man is like a goddamn gossip queen.  I’d bettcha a dollar he is talkin shit about me this second, God Bless Him, sigh…

I have injected heroin into my veins in fromt of my ’sober’ish’ who thinks I am ’sober’ish kinda, cough girlfriend[s] that classification is defintitely worth as I have had a few.  Worked on one chick when I did but the other g/f she barely batted an eyelash.  I cant remember a girlfriend that broke up with me,I cant remember a girl friend that I picked up.  They all come to me, vain sounding but its true albeit I am in a slump but when it rains it pours.  I guess looking back at my relationships I am a shrug, user of the female body.   La, Di Da Di, we like to party  We dont cause trouble , we dont bother nobody and nobody bother me.

I saw Jimmy at an appt. he feels really sorry about how this all turned out but that not his fault he has the strength to be the one to rise to a higher cloud.  Simple request, LEAVE ME ALONE…  That doesn’t mean that I am right in anyway, butleave it be you dont have to stand in his driveway nest to Jimmies talking shit abou me to his wife for ehhhh 25 min.  In the rain mind you just so myself and the people in my house can hear them @4:15 am.  Grow up Get over it, FUCK.

Lord give me forgiveness for all that I have done, dear god.

Such a beatiful day here in Wildrose, Full Moon Fever and whack hacks, behind your back like a girlfriend that tries to hide she is not a cocaine addict.  I just want to scream.  Peace to Clint sitting on lockdown for the next 10-12 more years 4 drug enduced homicide[first case if that bullshit law got a conviction on, some extacy Overdose the mother rallied the state senate, etc. to lobby for a new law that if you were the one that gave the said deceased person the drugs that he/she/it OD on that person faces Homicide charges, remember if reading back, Write Clint.  I guess Peace to Joey also as I believe he was more at fault definetly and since he hasnt been to the joint he gets of in a easy 5 yrs or so.  It was a life carelessly contributed to the death by to childhood friends.  There all in jail, sick on the streets, high as hell, on methadone, dead, or dead to me.  What good is justice if the scales are bent by a criminal government.

Peace and God Bless All,

Seedless